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2025, What Do I Want From You?

Revenge

To be right

Validation

Information

The truth.

Clarity

Unconfusion

To be a little less alone.

To be seen.

To be undead.

To be valued.

To understand.

To help.

To be witness.

To be witnessed.

To grow.

To have fun.

To enjoy the now.

To be free of intense regret.

To share in safety.

To feel secure.

To feel solid ground during tough times.

To feel solid ground during tough conversations.

To be courageous.

To be the recipient of courage.

Healing Conversations.

Kindness

Compassion

Empathy

Help

Communication

Connection

Response

To have trust in a response.

Trust

Hope

Acknowledgement

Space for grief.

To be companioned in grief.

For my grief to be real.

To be worthy of my feelings.

To allow myself to be as sick as I am.

To stop the voice that tells me I don’t deserve to have more sympathy or compassion or consideration.

To stop the voice that tells me I’m not really as sick as I act.

To stop the voice that tells me that what I wish for is too much to ask of anyone.

To stop the voice that tells me I’m being melodramatic.

To stop feeling like I’m overreacting.

To stop needing attention.

To be successful in getting attention.

To stop having hope.

And yet to not give up hope.

To stop wasting time.

To continue to believe that they are better people than they seem right now.

To have hope that this can be better.

To continue to believe that they are capable.

To be seen as the adult that I am.

To know them as the adults that they are, without an outdated script.

A new chapter.

To write a new a now, a new future, to build.

To create. 

Before it’s too late.

Omg I had to end in a dumb-ass rhyme.

How cliche.

How trite.

How absolutely accurate.